Log in

she's not coming home [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

(3 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

China, Here I Come! [26 Jun 2005|11:35pm]
[ mood | excited ]

And so i leave tomorrow! ah i hope my group is a good group of people. I'm sure they will be, and im more than sure ill have the time of my life. it should be a life changing experience and im siked. i'll miss you all sooo much. try not to have too much fun while im gone..

ill mail a lot of you postcards if i can find your address. keep your eyes open :)

i love you all - have a super july kids!!!!


(2 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[20 Jun 2005|01:39pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

7 more days till i leave! and im not ready at all, oh me and my laziness <3

So in these 7 days, i want to do as much as possible with everyone. If it were up to me, i would have a crazy big bbq but 1) i live in mexico and 2) theres no man in the house to do all the manish things a bbq would need. this makes me sad. but my birthday is coming up and i think that whole idea would be grand in August.

In other news - im sick with some weird throat thing. its only my throat that hurts but its extremely painful. so ive been strolling around the house in pain. and sleeping like theres no tomorrow


i need a hobby.

the end.

(9 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[16 Jun 2005|01:45pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Umm Im in love with the gap this season. no lie, i bought so much stuff from there yesterday, its ridiculous.

summer has been pretty grand so far. things have calmed down and I can smell the sweet fragrance of days with no responsibility. it has mostly consisted of countless doctor appointments. china takes a lot of work to go to. i got my group information and i think mine is about the only name you can pronounce on the list. its going to be a blast. i also got my host family information. both have 19 year old daughters. that should be pretty cool.

who wants a postcard!? i really do love sending those out. also, if any of you want anything over there, tell me and ill search for it. cheap shoes? shirts? crazy chinese hats? ohhh yes.

in other news : i hate being home. someone take me to the beach pleeeeeeaaaaaase

:) :)

(8 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[01 Jun 2005|08:29pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

When you give a girl a camera...Collapse )

(1 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

and the children drink lemonade [24 May 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

student appreciation day was friday. it was awesome. colorguard went on first to start the whole day off. i got all my tosses and i heard everyone really liked it so yay! :) it was really exciting and the talent show was really good. i look forward to that every year. people in our school do have talent. afterwards, jenn, sara, laura, and i went for all you can eat chinese. oh it was so delicious. so many fortune cookies and sugar donuts. and we took lots of crazy pictures in the car. yeah, thats not dangerous. jenn, when you get the chance, post those. cause you were way too hott driving with those silly faces. those girls crack me up.

we got yearbooks. i have mine filled up already. no one informed me that we had to buy extra autograph pages. lame. oh well, im going to have people sign more tomorrow on the picture pages. im wearing my tina faye glasses in almost every picture. its pretty awesome.

today was seniors last day. whaaaaat - ill miss you all

need to study. ill get right on that...

(16 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

ill save the day by taking off my....braclet... [09 May 2005|08:03pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so today was monday. i usually hate mondays but today wasnt so bad. actually, it wasnt bad at all. i can feel summer in the air. 71 degrees-ahh i love it. i want to go to the beach soooo bad. get myself some fries, lay out in the sun in my new bathing suit (it has sequins...ahh im awesome), get some queens ice cream, and stroll the sandy coast line. i want that so bad right now.

along with summer comes my unusual summer cravens. except, this year, they are extreme. really. the other day, i had such an intense want for cantaloupe as im sure almost all of you know who saw me that day. it was all i could talk about. so i went to wawa, got some cut up cantaloupe (i dont even like cantaloupe but for that day i loved it) and some lemonade. it was sooo good. today my craven was salsa. and so i ate some. and it was delicious. what will it be tomorrow? i say if you all were smart, you would start placing bets. it would be fun.

the weekend was full of, well nothing really. i applied for a job at borders and i think theres a good chance ill get it. i really want to work there- i would be a super good employee. i honestly think so. im going to give them a call back later this week and we'll see how it turns out. their application is insane by the way. it took me a whole hour. then i went shopping. got some new polos..yeeees.

i worked out for 2 and half hours today so im feeling pumped. it was one of those crazy health nut days. i fade in and out of those.

hm everything around my house is completely different. we are remodeling/relandscaping pretty much the whole property. i rode my bike back to the nursery and its just strange. the barn is right in our view as if its ours. i dont really like that. its really eery looking and to think the stories that went on there back in the day gives me the creeps.

question of the day..
if you had to be a cartoon character, who would you be?

my answer: mighty max!!!! he is so fine

now you should answer!

:) :) :)

(13 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

PROM [02 May 2005|09:32pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

Well as im sure all of you know by now, prom was friday night. And it was amazing! beyond words, really. i had the greatest time ever. I went over Heathers house to get all ready and dressed, then we waited for our dashing men to arrive. and they did. jason looked so fine and handsome (and we matched)! we were beautiful people in red. so off we went to prom. stood in line to greet everyone. then sat to eat dinner. the waiter guy was so funny looking, i swear, it was like the artist Dolly - meets the 21st century. hooooott. i had cheesecake. i sure do love cheesecake, its amazing. but for some reason i got full really quickly even through i was really hungry. still, i wanted to take that whole table of cake. cake=my one true weakness. jason made his plate fancy with his one leaf of lettuce or garnish i should call it. went around and took pictures. if anyone has the colorguard group at prom, i want to see it. then came the dancing and it was crasssy! i loved it. jason is a master on the dance floor. no lie. he has all the right moves, and knows how to swing dance. whaaat, yeah, he was great. it was such a good time. and Anna made junior prom princess (or queen, i dont know how that works) go her. then more dancing and more dancing. one of these days i will learn the electric slide, ive attempted in the past but i always forget how it goes. so the prom ended but the night was not yet over. got changed and headed over to after prom. it was a mexian theme. and they had a mariachi band! it was so well decorated and the parents put a lot of effort into it. it turned out really good. i drank some (alcoholic free of course) margarita drinks and played hours upon hours of blackjack. jason got tons of chips but it was for not because these crazy kids teamed up and had a bag full. whaaaats with that. but oh well. at this time it was going on 3:30am and it was time to head out. at the end of the night, i looked back and i honestly think that this night couldnt have gone more perfectly. i loved every second. it will be a night that i will remember for the rest of my life and probably will even beat next year because really, it was perfect.

Pictures!!Collapse )

(3 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

FIRST PLACE [24 Apr 2005|05:25pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

yesterday was chapters and it was awwwesome. WE PLACED FIRST! 83.6 baby. thats amazing, first time for Kymera Colorguard AND first time to be hosting chapters. it was surreal and lots of fun. i had a good time dancing crazy everywhere with caitlyn! ah i love her <3 and i loved the air gram. the guard had so many. we performed magnificently. everyone got a fancy metal and a flower. ah it was so good. we celebrated afterwards by going to be Bennigans (favorite restaurant of all time) and i got a monte cristo. and oh my, it was so good. i was really scared to drive home cause it was storming like crazy and when i got home, no one was here and i didnt have any keys with me. so i had to walk in the wet grass..in my flipflops...in the rain.. to the shed and get the spider webed keys out. it was gross..but nothing then could of ruined my night.

Kymera Colorguard, i love you all of you!!! we had a great season. im going to miss all you seniors, next year will be lonely without you! FIIIIIIRST PLACE

in other news, im really excitied about Friday which is prom. its going to be amazing. im kinda nervous about the table arrangements but i know jason will keep me sane. its going to be a blast having him there. im so siked.
KymeraCollapse )

(Fall Asleep)

[18 Apr 2005|11:11pm]
[ mood | drained ]

copied from jenns journal because im too lazy to type it out myself
Colorguard Chapters
The biggest competition of the YEAR!!!!
April 23rd
At Cab/Charter!
starts at 1
Kymera (my guard) performs at 3:45
Awards at 4:30
over by 5:30
PLEASE COME EVERYONE, IT WILL MAKE ME SUPER HAPPY :) See me in all my glory ... haaaah, no really. it will be a good time. then afterwards, we could all party cause kymera's gonna get first.

(6 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

oh the 50s [16 Apr 2005|01:45am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Today was the field trip at Longwood Gardens for math. hm, the whole concept of looking at flowers for 4 hours is pretty boring but its worse when none of the fountains were working and most of the flowers were dead. so : / yeah about that. but being with everyone else made it have some pretty funny times. "say gaaaay ::smile:: gaaaaay" wacky foreign exchange students.

came back to school and then headed over to sarahs house to film our history project. it was sooo hilarious. i thought i would show you all some previews. you all should sneak into our class to come watch it

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

WoooCollapse )

(8 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

Haligh Haligh [13 Apr 2005|10:42pm]
[ mood | silly ]

::A Spring Day with a Slight Chance of Gummis::

spring tiiimeCollapse )

(13 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

i hope you all participate in this [04 Apr 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]

sometimes people have these secrets that they wish they didnt have. or they wish they could tell someone without anyone having to judge them. just to say it and have it out there

well if you could..

post anonymously and tell a secret
it can be private or not
postive or negative

this has a purpose, that will be explained later. really. it will still be private

(1 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[01 Apr 2005|08:30pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

so im back from college touring. it was a long weekend with no sleeping in. spring break and waking up at 6am really dont mix. i saw like a total of 7 schools. and i fell in love with the last one. Vassar! i really hope i get in. im going to try to put in early decision. The whole college visiting in general has really showed me that i need to put my ass in gear. dropping french was probably the stupidest move ever. so this leads to summer language courses. im not sure if im going to try and continue to learn French or start Italian cause i really want to learn that. plus, im applying to summer college at UD. annnnnnnnd i have to start taking my SAT pep class. this is going to be an interesting year.

today was soooo nice. it was warm and sunny. i went outside in my bathing suit, laid on the grass, and read a book while listening to AIR. it made me so happy and it truly felt like summer is almost here. :) :)

(2 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

My mouth went to heaven [26 Mar 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

So Heathers birthday party was on Friday. We went to the Melting Pot which is the best restaurant ever. hands down, nothing can even come close to that. it was so good. we started out with cheddar and swiss fondue. moved on over to the broth and meat pots. i tried salmon for the first time, just a little bite since im allergic to most. it tasted like river and it was gross. but everything else was delicious. and then..oh man..the dessert course. oh man! AH! IT WAS SO GOOD! no really, i was going crazy. the cheese cake drenched in white chocolate fondue. heaven - pure heaven..in my mouth. and oh my god. i cant even describe it. i could hardly contain myself. after that amazing experience, we went back to heathers and went in her hot tub till 2 in the morning. it was a lot of fun. and we had rubber duckys with us! fuuuun. then we watched the notebook but i fell asleep half way through so i never got to see the ending. next morning, we had a full breakfast of crepes! it was sooo good. heather really knows how to feed her guests. they had strawberries, jam, cinnamon sugar, cheese, and yogurt. i think i gained like 10 pounds i ate so much. then we watched chocolat. if you havent seen that movie, you must. its terrific plus it has Johnny Depp. Johnny + chocolate = Mmmmm.

went back to alissas house cause i left my car there. we went inside, ate chocolate, and watched a VH1 marathon of my greatest years.

ahhhh it was all so good. i had a great time.

tomorrow im heading up to Boston and Vermont to go college touring. urgh..its going to be horrid. i get back on thursday and i want to go somewhere before spring break ends. road trip to the beach anyone? someone call my cell while im away so i can keep sane. ill miss you all

(1 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[20 Mar 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i just heard about the crash.

tomorrow is going to be so incredibly hard...

I cant say that i knew Matt, Jon, or Rose on a personal level. but i knew them as daily faces. i heard them everyday in my homeroom and i was friendly with them and had conversations with them here and there. to know that they arent going to be there, is hard to confront. feels like our class is incomplete. such innocence, such good people for something like this to happen. its horrible... i really hope Rose pulls through.

this is the site dedicated to Matt Daggett

i dont know what else to say....
this is horrible..

(4 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[06 Mar 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | curious ]

lets see, color guard competition was Saturday. We placed 4th...out of 4 but that doesnt matter cause we raised our score by 10 points. The entire ending is all switched around but it looks a lot better. i was surprised i kept up so well being sick. it wasnt full blown or anything but a cold can get you down. that whole not being able to breath thing gets in the way a lot.

We did great girls! :) or should i say 'it was fabulous girlfriends' haha that guy was entertaining

Concord High show this saturday! You should all come!!!

So my mom is leaving for LA for 10 days next week. You know what that means kids? Aimee gets caaaaar (for 10 days) my dad might buy her a new car while shes gone which means, yep thats right, aimee will get the old car. and i will so happy :)! i hope, i hope, i hope

(6 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[01 Mar 2005|08:26pm]
[ mood | cold ]

off today. oh yes. oh yes : )

my room is freezing. i burnt out my radiator, and now i must be cold. i hate the cold : /

i worked on my film today. little bit more done. not sure how it will all turn out. just got wait and see i guess.

and as for now, i just finished watching kill bill vol 2. oh it was so good. i love kill bill.

i really want to see Motorcycle Diaries!!!!!! someday, someday.\

in conclusion, im ready for summer.

really..really....really ready

(8 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[26 Feb 2005|11:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was awesome. Jenn and me headed over to the mall. Uh, the mall doesnt have any red shoes. I found that kinda weird. But i did get some pimpin glasses. and they are pretty hott (with 2 ts) Jenn got a Napolian Dynamite poster and i must say, im a bit jealous. i wish i could have a picture of Kip in my room. Im so glad Jenn saved me from boredom! i was going crazy, i did absolutely nothing productive at all this break. lets hope for a big snow storm for monday. it would really make my day if i had off...even though, ill probably end up bored again. its better than doing work. bitter sweet snow days.

Im planning a short film. its in the basic stages but an idea is coming. im thinking of a story where it follows this guy (either in highschool or college) and how one decision can alter his entire life. OR i was thinking of a film about a couple and the guy says he wishes he never knew the girl and it would start out with them fighting and ended the relationship, and then it would go back and show how things would have been different if he didnt take the chance with her and how he would of ended up. it sounds really bad written out like that but i think once i get the ideas more developed and on film, it would be better. hopefully. ive had a lot of free time to think about this stuff and ive been somewhat in a writers block. so if you guys have any suggestions, help me out.

PimpinCollapse )

(9 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[25 Feb 2005|11:47am]
[ mood | calm ]

so today i have off.


this makes me happy. what to do now...damn it. i have nothing to do now. oh well

looks like its movie time. lets see

Ill start with some Donnie Darko
move on over to Labyrinth (david b. haha)
Eternal Sunshine
Garden State
And some sex and the city.


(3 Dreams | Fall Asleep)

[17 Feb 2005|09:10pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Ahh Im in such a good mood!! i dont really have reason, and thats half of the reason why its so great. today was just really good and tea makes me so happy and warm!!

:) life is ever so sweet and good right now. I hope this feeling doesnt go away!

Competition on Saturday. Im real nervous about it. But i have hope

i have to write my junior research paper. grrr junior research, its so boring. blah writing papers, so many other things i would rather be doing.

Jenn came over yesterday in her pimpin mini van. it was hot. and i was jealous. we had a good time. and i ate a huge ass muffin and it was so good. mmm costo muffins, you cant beat them

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]